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The Memory
Posted by: Sole From: Saratoga,CA
My email address is: Smugasallhell@aol.com
Here is my Story:
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I dated a boy (and I’ll call him just that for various reasons) for a while, and we loved each other, and clicked really well, and he was all that I was looking for/needed. But he broke it off very suddenly and then moved on with his life, leaving me in a haze of confusion and delusional isolation. Over time I healed and met other "boys" and forgot what he smelled like. But then one day I caught a whiff of something, and my jaw clinched and in he walked. It was over for me, and I should have known it right then. We talked and had the occasional romp, but he didn't want to have a relationship again, despite everything I was feeling between us. I felt used and stupid and I still do. See, I would love to think that he is just a completely apathetic person when it comes to love or any real emotion. But then, if that’s true how could he have cared about me before? Because I think it would be a whole lot easier if I didn't know what it felt like to be loved by that very egotistical boy. But I remember. I remember so vividly what it was like to have him. And I HATE feeling like its not impossible, like if I just did that one little thing he would remember too.
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